sometimes our pasts are like an incurable disease

18 08 2008

[22 Dec 2005 | Thursday]

 

12:24 AM – Dear Mom,
Current mood:
blank
Category:
Life

Dear Mom,

Yeah, I’m still here in the frozen wasteland where the people are as cold and desolate as the landscape.  Still finding myself missing that thing I’ve never had (a place to call home) but other than a few knocks and bruises I am doing fine.Yeah its pretty lonely up here and people can be so hard and icy at times, but I’m learning a lot every day. In this dead atmosphere of users and losers it is easy to become skeptical.  I foolishly tried to resist my lesson, but have finally conceded that if it seems too good to be true is really IS too good to be true.  I have also learned that FATE cannot be forced, but still firmly hold tight to my belief that only fantasy can truly keep you safe and warm.

Mom, how about a call sometime…I know it is the holidays and all…but a friendly voice might be appreciated. (Oh okay…yeah…I know)Someone take these dreams away

Many hugs and kisses…
~Melissa

 

 


That point me to another day
A duel of personalities
That stretch all true realityThey keep calling me
Keep on calling me
They keep calling me
Keep on calling me

When figures from the past stand tall
And mocking voices ring the hall
Imperialistic house of prayer
Conquistadores who took their share
 

They keep calling me
Keep on calling me
They keep calling me
Keep on calling me

Calling me, Calling me 

They keep calling me
Keep on calling me
They keep calling me
Keep on calling me

 

 

Currently listening :
The Crow: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack
By Various Artists
Release date:
29 March, 1994

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[18 Dec 2005 | Sunday]

 

11:00 AM – Dave is gonna die for this one
Current mood:
angry
Category:
Games

   

Butch and Arnie here are NOT too happy with you Dave!!!

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[16 Dec 2005 | Friday]

 

3:19 PM – getting ready for anything
Current mood:
giddy
Category:
Life

taking a bubble bath whilst singing along to cake…(feel free to join in on either…teehee)

I don’t want to wonder


If this is a blunder
I don’t want to worry whether
We’re gonna stay together
’till we dieI don’t want to jump in
Unless this music’s thumping
All the dishes rattle in the cupboards
When the elephants arrive

I want to love you madly
I want to love you now
I want to love you madly, way
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly
 

I don’t want to fake it
I just want to make it
The ornaments look pretty
But they’re pulling down the branches
Of the tree

I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to talk about it
When I kiss your lips
I want to sink down to the bottom
Of the sea

I want to love you madly
I want to love you now, yeah
I want to love you madly, way
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly

I don’t want to hold back
I don’t want to slip down
I don’t want to think back to the one thing that I know i
Should have done

I don’t want to doubt you
Know everything about you
I don’t want to sit across the table from you
Wishing I could run

I want to love you madly
I want to love you now
I want to love you madly, way
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly

 

someone has really put me in a good mood and the possibilities make me squeal!!!!

 

Currently listening :
Comfort Eagle
By Cake
Release date:
24 July, 2001

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[14 Dec 2005 | Wednesday]

 

2:24 PM – Coldness…needing some actual warmth…gone to the beach!
Current mood:
hot
Category:
Life

no one to play with and its very cold outside and in  *sniff*   the so called roommates have abandoned me again for warmer arms,  i’m not in the mood to deal with Pleasantville (okay…i love you Rob and the wife is great…really!! I love that she’s all Martha Stewart and stuff!) and Dave’s off with his latest fantasy (which really makes me crazy b/c i’ve been replaced by a younger woman…ME! ME?)

ik its cold outside and this is as close as i plan on getting to uh, yeah…whatever you call this…since the heat nazi isn’t here atm i’m gonna cancel studying for tonight…crank the heat…put on my bathing suit and play some beach music…and make something to drink with an umbrella in it…

you want me…you know where to find me!  lol 

 

Currently listening :
Sounds Of Summer – The Very Best Of The Beach Boys
By The Beach Boys
Release date:
10 June, 2003

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[11 Dec 2005 | Sunday]

8:47 AM – Are you feeling a lil creative?
Current mood:
flirty
Category:
Blogging


If you read this, and you happen to have a few seconds
and a little bit of creativity to spare,
please post a comment with a completely made up
(read: FICTIONAL) memory of you and me.
It can be anything you want
— good or bad (or very naughty!)–
but it has to be fake.
When you’re finished, post this little paragraph on your blog
and be surprised (or shocked) about what people remember about you!

 

Currently listening :
Beautiful
By Headtrip Superstar
Release date:
13 July, 2004

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